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Monday, February 28

this one for me....

life sometimes are very hard...
mom and dad always tell me not to fall in love..
but somehow, my heart is simply too stubborn....
my heart force me to fall in love....
yes...
i've been naughty since i was really young...
first it was someone named azzim,.
it was a puppy love yet it was sweet plus! stupid... =D
next, it was a guy named syaiful...
we did not have any of that boy girl relationship,
but i do like him! (gatal nye!)
hihihih... well, i told u, it wasn't my fault!
my heart force me!
hihihi
things was just u know....
like, junior have crush on their senior...
sending regards...
and suddenly a best friends of mine have that boy girl relationship with him...
which is ouch!!! thank god i didn't cry... it'll be stupid right!
but, I'm glad that she did that!
she has taught me how to be strong,.,, thanks back stabber!! i am glad that u r my friend!
heheheh
ok...
next after this guy...
here it comes a name, erm... razief i guess...
kinda forget about his name...
another scandals or shall i say i have crush on him cause all my malay girl friends said he's cute!
omg!! that was the silliest thing ever!
but yet! he's still cute plus sweet!
hihihihihih....
ouh.... my mom gonna kill me if she knows what i have done in school...
flirt around?
hmm....
and after this guy, i dont really fall in love or shall i say have crush with anyone..
until! i met a new guy...
ouh god! i was so gatal!
his name is amat..
he was the most daring guy i ever met!
just imagine, at the age of 16 or 17
he dared to go to my mom and tell her that he's in love with me!
and that really whoo me!
hihihihi...
angah plz3!!! dont tell this to mak! i beg you!
erm... back to this amat guy,
well, we only have that boy girl relation at the age of 17...
the relation is more like couple up and break up!
urgh! it was hurting yet sweety!
at the same age,
i had other guy, where his name is syam...
i dont really have any special thing with him...
we're not from the same school, just get to be in the same class...
i was naughty ok!
i have that relation with him just to make another guy feel jealous...
well, time pass by and spm is like totally next door...
thus! i broke up with that guy, and the amat guy..
i tried to study like a nrerdo!
bu thing didn't work out...
so i end up being in matric...
and again i met a guy,
which my mom will totally say no!
he was my ex not-not-so-good-boy-best-schoolmate...
i couple up and we broke up at the 2nd or 3rd week of it,...
it was a heart break but i dont give a damn!
for me, love is just a game...
time pass by and here i am!
in university it was even harder than ever!
well, the more people you met, the more u'll get confuse!
and here, i met a guy that i named pet!
he's not my pet, but yes! he is a pet!
huh!
and my mom will still say no!
well, ya, he is from sabah, and my mom will say!
syuhaiba! its too far~~~ +_+
yeah mak!
i think it is too far for our relation to last...
it is too far for him to be loyal to a girl...
and there it goes...
another break up...
do i cry?
hell no! i wont cry for that!
and i finally have a fake promise to myself?
y on earth that i say its a fake promise?
well ya!
i couple up again a year later...
not with someone that i met in u, it was someone i use to be close with...
it was Mr.Dear,,...
and again, as i always said,
my mom wont approve our relationship....
why?
because i have not receive my degree...
whoot2!
and last month we finally broke up!
after we at least last for a week...
congrats!

after sometimes deleting my own profile, i laid back and have a thought about whats going on...
why am i still not in a serious relationship?
why am i still want to try to be in a relationship when i know we'll end up breaking up?
finally i realize something important...
all these while my mom never approve me to be with those guy..
my mom never say yes to it,
i have those relation behind my moms back!
which is awful! mak! i am truly sorry....
huh!
burok betol prangai!
and that is why things never go well...
and today,
right in front of the public,
i choose to listen to my mak...
study first...
pay 110% attention to study...
only involve in love after the degree...
and this is truly a word for me!
listen to she who brings me to this world,
listen to him, whom happen to be my ayah that been the best dad ever!
and may be one day,
i'll left every and each of this stupidity for my beloved parents...
to anyone that happen to may be have the heart to fall in love with me
mind that i have not receive my degree,,,
so, take this time to tackle my parents heart, before you take my hand! ;-D

Sunday, February 27

teman baru sem ini!

hello world!!
guess what...
time past by,
and most of the days i've forget about u Mr.Bloggy...
i miss you like i miss all the sweet memories that i have,,,
i miss you like i am going to miss my fb...
well,
to friends, i've deleted my facebook~~
for how long, aint sure... but one thing for sure, it is the best!
i have met some new friend lately...
even they are boys, still, love being with them!
heheheh...
okies...
let me introduce each and almost evryone of them!
firstly, one that bring us,
syu siti and ayu to all these great mechy boys...
oppa!
i met him in a volunteer event,...
fortunately, that friendship getting good...
especially bet, ity, ayu n him...
they kinda into gumiho and stuff...
well, u noe, those korea muvie... hurm~~
okay~~ after sometimes take a look at this picxa,
i agree wit ya ity! he is cute and he does have baby face!
hihihhi
right in the middle, its OPPA! a.k.a. wan
next who comes after oppa is naim a.k.a. luffy...
though that ayu always ask me to refer him as naim,
for me, i still prefer call him by the name luffy!
it sounds so fluffy! hihhiihh...
and here he is....

here it is! the most front is the luffy not so fluffy~~
hihihih
i aint know y, but i think something is really wrong with that eye!
ehhehehhe
right behind him is nazim i think .... i aint really sure of it..

and next...
this guy really caught my eye at first sight!
his hair a lil zulhuzaimi...
u know that malay actor...
anyway... its not b'coz of his face...
its his hair!
for anyone that dont know who is zul huzaimy
well, he's the one in black stripes shirt...
look at his hair and memories how he lokks like,,,


now i'll show you who that guy is....
his name is andy...
and, according to all the boys, he looks like amitabh bachan!
ouh really??? 
and i'll say, absolutely!
hihhi....
amitabh blacan jgn marah adibah penoh ek!
hehehhe..
take a look at him....
note his hair... the same as zulhuzaimy's hair ka? haiz....
this is andy! amitabh blacan! hahahaha
on purpose, focusing on him!
hehehheh
thats all from me i guess...
well, its time to show off my beloved crazy friends...
and that unforgetable night!
thank you oppa...
without u,we wont be friend with all these people!
you're the coolest oppa lah!

picxa2!!


































 and that is all from me...
to oppa, fluffy luffy, andy blacan,
thanks for being my new friend...
to nazim, sharel, fahmi and etc,... sorry sbb tak cam korg sgt...
len kali bsing2 cam kami... hihihi...
^_^



























Sunday, February 20

this is the silliest~~

my mom always tell me,
stay away from love...
somehow,     
i dont know why,
my heart is simply silly to do things on its own...
and i am simply silly to listen to it...
i use to think that listen to your inner voice...
its the best....
but now,
i get it..
its not my inner voice i listen to,
it was the desire and desperation of love i listen to...
angah!
you were right!
i were too desperate to have a love...
too desperate to have boyfriend...
too desperate to catch up with my friends...
and i was too desperate to be with one i crush with...
ity and ayu...
sorry for making you guys cry over my break up...
which is a lil' silly of you guys...
but i appreciate it a lot...
thanks a lot because you love me a lot
that you are feeling the pain that i hide deep inside....
thanks a lot...
you both are the best i ever had now...
somehow, 
my tears were gone somewhere
i know i want to cry...
i know i was damn sad!
but the reality is...
its just too hard for me to cry right now...
believe in love??
yes i do believe in love...
still...
even its hard to let some other people to feel the missing pieces...
i wish you we my perfect two dear..
i wish i dont have to find another lover..
i wish we never broke up...
but life moves on...
and i can see that you moving on well...
may be we're just not the perfect two....
ouh dear...
i miss you a lot!
and i know that i have to kill this feeling...
im sorry that i have to let others read my feeling right now...
cause i want you to be my dream that i always tell others..
my sweetest memory...
i miss you a lot baby....



Thursday, February 17

evanescence - the open door

I AM IN LOVE!!!
with evanescence album, THE OPEN DOOR
the album include songs like,
SWEET SACRIFICE
CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE SOBER
WEIGHT OF THE WORLD
LITHIUM
AND ETC...
i find all of the songs in this album is very nice!
well,
i always love evanescence!

album cover


back album cover...

and i loved it so much!




enjoy! ^_^






Tuesday, February 15

buat baik berpade2.....

okies...
....as'salamualaikum....
first2 skali aku nak cakap...
selamat menyambut maulidur rasul...
marilah kita bersame2 bersalawat ke atas nabi junjungan
NABI MUHAMMAD s.a.w.

kkk...
so, memandangkan hari ni ade lah hari yang bermulia,
aku pon buat la posting psl berbuat baik...
ahad yang lepas,
aku dan kawan2 yang lain,
telah menyertai satu acara membantu org banjir...
kes nye di sini bukan nak cerite pasal kes
kencing tikus, taun, dan len2...
tapi aku nak menyemat kan kenangan 
dan pengalaman berharga tu
dan sharing2 ngn teman2 blogger...
knape tajuk cam nak tnjuk bek??
mne de...
aku tak tunjuk bek lah...
aku mmg baek pe???
kekkek
sebenarnye..
ade jugak rakan blogger len yang trut menyertai aktiviti ni
iaitu,
juz clic to view his blog,
hurm...

next...
lokasi kami ade lah di sri medan...
dan bagi group aku,
kami membersihkan kawasan masjid di parit jayus,
perjalanan memang agak lame dari parit raje..
al maklumlah kan...
nek bas je...
hihihi
sampai di pusat belia, kami di bahagi2 kepada 4 kumpulan...
jadi kumpulan yg awalnye tadi hanya dari kolej kdiaman,
telah pula berjumpa dgn bdk2 sispa yang tak kami kenali..
dan dapat kawan baru.. ^_^
(ape melalut ni! =..=")
ok, back to d story...
sampai parit jayus punye msjid, kami turun..
keadaan majid tue tak truk pun...
sebab kedudukan nye agak tinggi kot....

setelah habis gotong royong bersihkan masjid, 
kitong pergi ke dewan badminton yang menjadi tempat
penempatan sementara bagi mangsa banjir...
mmg kesian lah...
kitorg yang baru stengan jam duduk da berpeluh2...
depa?? mesti sakit gile rase nye en...
hurm...

pape pon, alhamdulillah da balik kerumah masing2...
(rasenye la..)
dan selesai makan,(masakan dyorg sdap!)
kami balik ke masjid...
usai solat dan rehat,
kami memulakan ops ke dua...
iaitu, 
pergi ke rumah org2 kampung dan 
bercerita mengenai kencing kucing
mase tue aku amek gambar je
aku tak taw pe un psk kencing kucing kot..
thnx to kak ayu!
>..<
macam2 ragam lah adekan...
kanak2 pon ade...
tanya mak mane?
"rewang!"
simple je jawab...
dlm hati ktorg
"pergh~~~ lpas bajir tros buat kerje kawin??"
tapi...
well, da jdoh kan...

selesai jumpe2 tue kami pon bertolak pulang...
ape yang aku dapat dari aktiviti ni?
aku dapat pengalaman,
kenalan baru,
kenangan yang indah,
dan mengenal erti kehidupan...
tak semestinye kita sentiasa di atas...
kadang2 tingkat empat pon ble kne banjir taw!

lastly, enjoy the picxa!














































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