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Saturday, March 20

aku anak tengah!

tadi baca angah aku punye blog...
well... dye cte bout the second child syndrome...
she said.. it was pathetic and teruk sgt... 
well klu nak taw second child syndrome = middle child syndrome...
yg kuar kn tue adelah dr ngare barat...
so, since dyorang slalu nye ade 3 anak,,
they named it as second child syndrome...
tp sbenar nye middle child...
for example...
in my family i've 5 siblings...
and.... the 3rd one will be the middle child...
huhu... and sadly it'll be me...
its true yang i feel like i don't belongs to d family...
especially when it comes to birthday and loves from parents...
heheheh... sbenarnye tak de pape un...
just that i feel like that...
last time i use to count the picture of mine and compared it to my sis...
sedeh gle kowt... ye la... aku nye gambar plg skit.. hurm...
it was silly but,, yeah....
that is so me~~~
pe  un,,, as i grow up,, things start to change..
nak2 ble i've went to perak.. huhuhu...
ye la... da jauh kan.. ade la rase syg tue lbih skit.. hmmm....
btw,, angah,, u're the luckiest second child in the world...
how i wish i could be you... hurm,,
mmg things start to change...
sbenarnye kasih sayang mak ayah same je...
cume anak2 je yang tak merasai nye...
well klu nak taw sume rase cam tue...
along, angah ngn orang,...
same je kowt..
chill la...
yang penting mak ngn ayah mmg sayang kitew yew,,, (^,^)

Wednesday, March 17

sakit nyew

sometimes things are juz not good 4 us...
sometimes bad stuff happens with good reasons...
sometimes those you hate really hates you...
well' even you don't really care about it...
yet,, still u're going to thanks them for helping you..
at least i can prove it...
the person i kinda dont like, is actually helping me..
i am so ashame wit myslf coz he actually help me even i'm always wit that bulls**t face...
well there is the kindness in him no matter what...
but still,,, i dont believe him at all...
doesn't mean that im not gonna b nice to that person,,
but i will be a lil' friendly to that person...
*NOT TO FRIENDLY!!*
PHONES...
they're totally sucks when they are broken...
and i really hates it when it comes to my phone...
i wonder why must that crazy phone be so silly when the exams comin' nearer...
i remembered that once i told my granny, "nenek, doa' kn org sbb nk dkat exam.."
i guess that is not the sentence to use...
may be i must be something like this.. " nenek, exam nak dekat...tolong doa' kan phone org tak rosak ea..."
yeah!!! it suppose to be that way...
argh!!!
suddently,, my stomact start to make all that sounds...
may be i've stdy too much.... thus,, getting hungry faster...
*its not that i wanna get fatter*
ehhehehehe....
classes... there are just a few of them coming...
well,, marks alreaddy key in,, thats what i knw...
but,, what the h*ll... like i give a da*n bout it..
its just that 1 hr class rite???
just go...
*MAK & AYAH*
i miss you so much!!!
and...
kinda worry if i can't get a good result to make the 2 of you proud..
hiiiii.......
what should i do...
i've found some that can be my study mate in lib...
*that is so not me...*(~.~)
but i have to...
if its not for me...
at least for that 2 cup cake sweety pie i have in my life...
mak and ayah...
i promise!!!
i'll try to do my best for the exam....
wish me luck sayang2 ku mak ayah....

well others too....
wish me luck ya!!!
p/s: for some stupid reasons.... i think i am having a crush on a guy.well telling thm bout ma feelin's not  ma     type... but... here it goes... i think im in love with you dude!!!

Saturday, March 13

halooha world...

well,,,, wake up me!!!!
that's what i said to my self....
kenape lah nk bersedeh kan...
if that thing is really mine,, it'll be mine...
no matter what... rite??
hurm.... now,, i've decide,,, 
ape pun yang jadi,, i'll struggle to get the best i can get...
memang penat... nak study, wat extra work,, pass years,, tutorial...
tp,, that's the best for me,,,
friends, money, loves(??), rooms, life,,, just put it aside....
yang penting aku dan pspm...
hope that dapat lah aku result yang ok...
ble continue masuk u nnt....
wish me luck syuhaiba!!! [monolog sendirian.. =.="]
da tak de orang nak cakap kat aku kan...
hahaha....
ape nak jadi lepas nih,, biar masa tentukan segala nya...
aku da tak mo pressure diri sendiri...
kat sini aku blajar untuk sayang diri aku...
orang lain,,, biar la ngan dyorang,,,,
hurm...
aku tetap aku itu yang pasti...
nak online untuk update bende yang perlu,,,
blogging lepas geram...
later on,, gotta do my maths exercise n chem...
argh... pe hal la aku lembap gle nak faham concept chem nih!! (-.-)"
ngok tol lah...
tapi tak pe...
kene try gak...
that's all for today....
bye!!

Friday, March 12

me.. and its all about me!!

im happy to make friends, 
im happy to be love, 
im happy to cared, 
im happy to be known...
and yet im glad to be hurt...
sounds stupid.. well, that is me..
no one really knows it,,
but i am sure of it...
being hurt is not that bad...
of course it is hard to compromise with the problems...
but in the end.. you'll get over it right??
having a fight is not a really big deal...
well,, you'll hurt them and they will hurt you too...
but that is so the fact of life..
sometimes those fight will make you closer..
and most of all...
all these things...
              it'll make you a stronger, tougher and more mature..
                          you'll be invisible yet noticeable....
      with those experience people will respect you without doubt....
                and you will be the winner in your own future...

Thursday, March 11

aku dan hidup ini

hmmm..... pspm da nak mari.....
aku makin kerap sakit......
makan makin tak menentu..
problem makin banyak menjelme...
rase bersalah makin menjadi-jadi.....
sedih, terkilan,, kecewa, kecil hati.. sume nye ade...
da macam set combo kat KFC da...
tak tahu lah kenape...
makin nak dekat dengan peperiksaan penting makin menjadi-jadi problem yang datang..
aku pulak cam dah kering idea nak settle kan problem nih..
asyik tak de mood jek lah...
da la aku da buat banyak orang kecil hati ngan aku...
ntah diorang maaf kan ke tidak..
aku pun tak tahu....
yang pasti aku rase lonely sangat..
kalau dulu,, aku yang jadik pemberi smangat kat member2...
skarang aku yang ketandusan semangat...
macam aku nak balik jek ke masa lampau...
cube tarik balik kate-kate yang mengakibat kan aku salah faham dengan kawan-kawan...
tapi,, ape boleh buat...
masa tak boleh di undur..
aku terdiam terpaku tak bergerak....
tak mampu nak jernih kan air yang dah kotor...
puas aku tapis air tue...
tapi tetap keruh,,,,
kalau la masalah ni boleh di filter cam sistem water filteration yang moden,
mesti problem aku da settle...
tapi nye...
masalah ni kalau da keruh sangat da x kan jadi cam air da...
benda ni akan jadi macam dua kertas yang di gam...
walau pon kite cube yang terbaik untuk pisah kan nye..
tetap akan tertinggal sisa-sisa nye..
cam tue lah jugak keadaan aku..
ye lah...
bile aku tersalah faham dngan seseorang..
walau da minta maaf,, still kite akan tetap rase serba salah dengan orang tue...
tak taw lah kenapa...
yang pasti... aku sedeh sangat...
ape pon,, aku kena lah kuat....
kan exam da nak dekat...
kan.. kan...
kene fikir positive...
kadang-kadang,, disebalik kesakitan itu...
terdapat pula suatu keindahan...
yang penting kite percaye,,
matahari yang terbenam,,
takan terus terbenam,,,,
siang yang panas mencacak jugak tak kan trus panas...
setiap ape yang berlaku pasti ade kesudahan yang tak di sangka...
btul lah....
hidup ni suatu yang magic...
kite tak kan mampu nak membaca masa depan...
jadi.. hargai setiap ape yang berlaku...
thus, enjoy ur life while u're able to do so....

Tuesday, March 9

im back on tract!!!

okay~~~
last week was a disaster...
i've been hurting people and being hurt by people...
well,, what the hell...
it was terrible...

i just don't know why,,, but really,,
can't really explain what the hell is goin' on these pass few days....
sucks!!!
however,, lucky me...
things seems to be better this week...
well, at least for this two days...
may be b'coz my phone can be use already...
have to admit,after the phone was ok,, every thing seems to in place...
nmpknye... if i were angry that day,, may be due to that stupid phone 
yang tak boleh msg tu lah....
ksian plak d others yang trkne marah by me,,,
juz b'coz of that thing yang slalu di tekan2,,
i jadik hot tempered cam srigala btine...
but,,, spe sruh buat i mrh right...
da taw im not in d mood,,, 
be nice to me jek lah...
hmm,,,,
but,,
hmm... unfortunately,,,
i had a misunderstand with this fellow...
ouh....
bukan ape,,,
its not that i want to say im sick of him or what...
but i need sometimes to think bout my self....
tak kan la nk trasa-rasa lak kan....
haih....
rase bersalah...
totally!!!
mane x nye,,,
da la slalu help me when i need d help...
ble dye cte msalah,, kate pnat lak...
to d guy yang agak2 bace n rase tue diri nye,,,,
well right here,,
siti wants to say,,, i am really sorry klu de terbuat ko rase trase....
i am really sory...
don't mean to say those thing that day,,,
but,,you i was really tired,,, in the sense of,, pnat wat keje..
sory k....
it feels weird whn u didn't text neither me nor nom in this 2 days....
hope that we're stll friends..
btw,,
almost forgoten...
haih...
pnat jek kpale mmikirkn pspm yang about 3 weeks more..
pning kepala...
thnk god klas almost finish...
ye la...mne tak nye....
every  thing have been rush....
one chapter in about 2 days.,,,
nseb baek kpale nye tmpurung kras.....
kalau tak... mmg ade yg terpecah... meletop kowt....
trkejut beruk,,,,,,
hari pon da muntah2....
x tahan tadi...
mcm nak pengsan....
tp da stengah pengsan la jugak....
trtido dr pkul sbelas smpai 3....
tak berdaya lnsong...
lagi nak exam,,, lagi sakit rase nye...
knape lah nih....
ingat kan aku sorang jek...
rupenye...
banyak da kes pengsan kat matrik nih...
miss pun kate da banyak kali bawak budak pengsan gi hospitl..
haih....
risau tol lah...
mentel da macam saintis x cukup rehat da nih...
pe nak jadi lah...
mntak2 aku ok la sampai exam abes nih....
risau gak...
buat nye aku pengsan mse pspm.. 
tak ke naya name nye tue...
huhhu....
ya Allah s.w.t...
tolong lah aku.. 
da tak larat lagi ni ah...
nasib bek de blog...
ble luahkan rase yang terpendam....
hmmm...
thats all la i guess....



Saturday, March 6

B***H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ko la manusia plng b**i kat dunia ni taw tak!!!!
hek eleh... jgn nk poyo la!!!
ko tak puas ati pe hal???
ko pike ko begos??!!!
da kaye sgt en?? mak bapak mcm jutawan kan???
ko gne brng org, brg aku tnpe permission x pe???
skang ni nk f**king off kt aku pehal????
ko nk aku byr en??
nah!!! amek r duet tu!!!
gua x eran r!!!!
ble bla r!!
psni,, klu ko de hal ke,, pgi mampos r aku nak layan!!!
ko ngn bf ko yg psiko tue ble pg mati taw tak!!!!!
da la mgaku ble predict future,,, ko pke ko  tuhan ble wat tue sume!!
prasan!!!
ble bace org knon,, aku blakon cket ko da ttipu!!
poyo kowt!!!
blah la!!!
da la prasan...
weh,, sdar r diri tue sket!!
ko tue bkn la cntik mne un sme laki nk ske kat ko!!!
prasan jek la weh!!!
poyo taw tak??? poyo tahap karma!!!
pastu bngge diri sume x knal tp ko knl sume!!
pastu ngaku famous x leh blah!!
da r kaki cilok tmpat org!!!
taw bende kcik,, prasan cm taw sume!!
blagak cam dpat 4 flat...
padahal,, bese jek,,,
nk dkt jek ngn result aku...
blagak lak tue!!
mnyampah!!!
pegi matiiii!!!!!!!
ko adalah makhluk tuhan plng prasan taw tak!!!!!!
prasan hot pdahal kepeng!!!
pe org ade sme ko nk ade en???
x de un ngaku ade!!!
ckp nk up jek!!
blah la woi!!!
sme org taw ko tue,, ckp cm ratu novella....
knon cte ko lg gah..
padahal memek muke jek yg poyo!!!!
myampah taw tak?????
sedar r diri tue sket!!
ko saket aku tlg x engt!!!
mongok taw tak?????
b***h!!!!!!

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